hmmm...

frens, i miss u guys so damn fucking much. so i hereby announce that i MIGHT continue my degree in MSU. hehehe

first of all, i hate being here. my life is miserable. i have nothing. i miss my girlfrens. sumpah...each time i have problems, its them whom i always think about. when that happens, i do cry. i dont know why, but these few days are killing me sooo badly.

teringat masa if anyone of us ada prob, mesti gather and have this chat sampai lewat2 mlm. lps tu we'll feel better although kena kurung x bleh masuk umah, yaz is always there to make me feel sronok balik.

she, always updated with the upcoming event. kalau dia xder hidup bosan. xder la dpt g mtv world stage of shout awards. btw she... i nk pegi concert neyo. hehe

elle, mcm my own fav version of belon and babi. rindu dgr kaw ckp sabah. hahah.
pendek kata rindu smua org. rindu2

and rite now, i dont know nk cter masalah kt saper...i dont have them here. yaz pown xder. i have no job. free as hell. nk kluar pown berbatas. nk pegi gym. banyak benda nk bwat. shopping pown dah lama x...
nk balik sana. nak balik msu.

plzzz, teringin nak happy balik mcm dulu.

25 roses. =)

its about yesterday actually. the mood to write is now. so...here it goes..

i was actually at the rasa sayang hotel attending dr tajudin's daughter's wedding. it was ok. nothing interesting although its a 6stars hotel....however suddenly my dear best friend called. faris to be exact. ermm i was suprised to see him calling. so i picked up the phone, and the sweetest thing is, he was listening to this one song that reminds him of me...

so he texted me after we hung up.

ak pun xtaw npe ak nangs

teresak-esak.

serius xtaw npa. agaknya

antara stma kwn pmpuan kos

kta, kaw yg plg snang nk

luah mslh kot.

thanks weh. ikaw tmpat ke 2 ak ngadu

lpas mak aku. 

then this,

thx. ni ak berenti rnr jap.

takleh drve. haha. sesak

napas ak. jgn slh sngka

eh, ak bkn nk ayt jiwang nk

ngorat ke pe. tp tah, you're

one of my frens that i value

much. sory ah kalaw wat kaw

sdh. aku kalo x bgtaw tkot ak

nyesal. trimas kwn. aku nk lek

jap. tnang dri. hav fun

knduri! ;-)

weyh..msg kaw nih. sampai mati aku x lupa. sorry kalau aku upload msg2 kaw. aku post kt cni so that dia xkkan hilang sampai bila2...anyways, i just want u to know, aku xkkan lupa korang korang smua although im far away, but hati aku dekat ngan korang2 smua hehe. anytime, anywhere, if u need me, i'll try my very best to be there. dtg png, xyah sewa hotel. dtg umah aku. gerenti hidang sirap. hehehe...paiss aku winddu juga sama kaw. nant aku dtg kita lepak ha?

                                                                          ='(  

haihh so selepas dah sedih. teringat kenangan2 lalu, i manage to capture some pictures at the kenduri.. the best part is, the flowers are all given by the guys there. x kisahla dia waiter ke apa. hehe but there was this dude, who collects all of the roses on the table, and he gave it to me. sweet kan. =)

ya...blakang tuh, adik saya. hehe

missing them!

i miss them so much. so damn much. 2 years being with them is a blast and to accept the fact that im not going to spend my another 3 years with them is so so sad. its hard to find a friend like them, and letting them go is impossible. we went through so many things together and i feel so far away from them. i miss rafi. miss rumah elle. rindu nak amik she malam2. rindu nk amik slip exam =p. haha rindu nk bergelak ketawa ngan ijut. rindu nk kluar ngan yaz malam2 maki hamun org sambil tmn dia berasap. sumpah rindu glerr. 

rindu pegi the castle, rindu jalan2 kat kl, rindu bila sesat. haihhh..mcm mana ni?

korang, aku rindu kt korang sume!!

i need a JOB

its time i think. i need a job. god, im bored

there's few reasons why i need to get a job. 

1. im bored. 

2. so that i dont have to stay home all day long and listen to mak when she calls and say, bacala reader digest tu, kemas rumah ke, ajar shazwan. do something at home. you dont have to go out. stay home. WTF? boleh mati okay!!

3. bila keje, ada excuse nk kluar lewat.

4. i need the money. since mara dah habis. seriously i need cash. 

5. its been awhile since i went shopping and pegi wayang. rindu.

and today went out with bani, anis, eman, and abg mer. nk gi cari keje but instead i met mas. hmm...whatever, so hopefully, someone with good news will call me. 

i did took some pictures with eman while the others were eating..

iman

meet the boyfriend people.

i think its time to tell. before this i was not being a good girlfriend, i've never actually tell people about him except my very very close friends, and i think there's nothing to be ashame of. i know he's not that perfect, neither do i or anyone. there is no Mr or Mrs perfect. but, i am actually accepting the fact that i do love him. 

seriously, i dont know about people's reaction towards him especially my family. the priority is always the family. my cousins, they dont really like him. i know. i dont blame them. there's always a reason for everything but im just following the flow.i know, he's a nice guy and they will eventually love him like i do. im already 20 and i think its time. he's the first and hopefully the last..=)

RAYA 09

raya this year was amazing. i had fun to the max. karaoke and stuff. pictures. lots and lots of them. thanx to nano for the extremely expensive camera that manage to capture all those  special moments of raya. but of course, the camera is only available when the 'tuan punya' is there. =D eheh..however have fun browsing all of the pictures.

meet the boys. i mean my dear handsome cousins. HAHAHA

and the GIRLs.  

my favourite cousin of all. im not sure abt the gender... hahah ouhh ED!

My happy family. i cant resist to not go out with them...im sorry frens, anis, eman. it happens only once a year. anis pown dah lama x call. been busy having fun with my deary cousins. haha..

btw SELAMAT HARI RAYA readers!!!