Vulnerable

And when i thought he changed. I was absolutely wrong. This proves that u can never trust anyone. Maybe god is preparing me to be stronger. And i know i will. 

Suprisingly, the other one knows it when im at my lowest point. How could i forget him. Life is so confusing.  

Its funny how things changed for these past few years. Reading my old posts, being in love with the man i thought ill get married with. Its all so different now. How can you not think about it? As hard as i try to move on, there are times i wish i did what i was supposed to do. But yup! This is life. We learn and move on.

Im happy with my life now. I have family and friends who gave me endless love and supports. What else matters. Ill do whatever i want in my life and along the way, ill find that right guy and that guy will be the one.

So, im promising my self, to give me another chance, to love me. To be more productive. To be thankful. to be positive and to have faith in Allah that everything going to be better. I will be fine. insyaallah.

Aya