dead

lagi satu dugaan pulak datang. i am crushed. so heartbroken that i feel like running away from everything. sabar sebahagian dari iman kan. =).

i am dying inside. i really am. haihh.

i wish.

sometimes, i wish to have a decent conversation with you. sometimes i wish we could talk and discuss things without fighting. i wish we could clear things up without you getting mad and choose to run away. i wish you could take things positively and try to accept other's opinions. its heart breaking to remember about your past. its killing me to hear you making fun of your past while my heart cries and hoping for you to just STOP and tell me how you love what you have now.how i wish you realized how much u meant to me. i love to talk. i love to ask. sometimes stupid questions. i know. just answer will you? the reason is because i wanna know you better. i wanna understand you better. i wanna love you more. this is me. i love you.