aya gila

its fucking 6.25am and im not asleep yet. 

omg...kill me. kill HIM.

my eyes are closing soon, but i wont. 

gud luck AYA! I love u 2. =D

watever

my third cake of the month. 

heavenly white chocolate cake. =)

i started baking at 11.45pm and finished at 3.25am. including cleaning the kitchen.

kesian Yaz, x sempat makan... sorry for baking it last minute.

i need to keep myself busy at the momment. i need to forget everything although its killing me to do so. haihhh...dugaan dugaan.

birthday presents

i know its kindda late to talk about birthday cake. i was requesting for a chocolate cake, and i at last manage to bake it myself...i was craving for dat cake, and since everything has been settled... why not bake..

 mengundang    kan?   haha

baking session

lepas dah sejuk. lawa kan. hahah

done!!!....heheh

and btw...cake nih dah habis...and there will be another one cake to bake 2moro. im bakingit with anis..

and to have lunch at TGI was one of my birthday gift from mak and ba....and my mum asked me to keep the receipt. hehe..and i DID.

and my bei gave me dis..

THANK YOU FAMILY!

suicide note

i am so stupid. sooo stupid. what was i thinking? bodohhhh. now see, u fucking fooled yourself. you're just killing yourself. stop this stupid drama, move on lah sarah. your making yourself miserable and depressed by some stupid thing you decided to tell. it was supposed to be relieving, but its fucking torturing to just imagine. why the hell are u hoping for some stupid miracles to happen when u know there's never ever gonna be any bloody miracles in your life...

you've waited, changed, suffered, try so hard to be somebody you really wanna become. but are you happy rite now? NO!! are you satisfied with urself? NOOO!!! do you wanna kill yourself rite now? YESS!! im dying. i am. thank u.

Happy Birthday AYA!

20 years old? whoaa..... bye bye teen. heh

i'll never forget my 20th birthday ever! i've officially did the most craziest thing i've never thought i'll do in my whole life!! bravo sarah bravo!

gila babay!!

My G.I.R.L.S =D

the day i enjoyed to the max. the day that i had so much fun laughing with the girls. the day that i felt no longer being left alone. the day that i wished  will happen again...

i was so excited to know that we'll be having fun. who dont. ..the plan was...redbox and lepak.

babi redbox...malas nk criter. sedih...however...i manage to curi some pic from yaz's camera. dgn elle banyak lg.

dalam red box ni. ..

hehehe...