Facial done!

ouhh...bow sann!!.....yesterday, i went to do facial!..heheh 3rd time babeh!.ye arhh kali nih 160 pulak! ..muka ku sgt smooth..but because masa dulu2 tangan tak reti duduk diam2..mukaku berkekas..!! shit shit!...lg 3 hari ok la tuh!..ouhh my house is so like pusat hiburan rite now!..ahha no one is at home..and im havin' my own partay! yeehaaa!!...uuhh yeaa uhh yeaa uhh yeaa!!..nk kluar...tp muka ku hodoh nih!...bye bye! =DDDDDD

Music and instrument!

i am so in da mood of music and instrument today!..i was just hentaming my piano just now. it felt gud to play the piano with the pedal. piano without pedal is 0!...ok lets move on. someday sometime somewhere i would love to learn to play the guitar and the bass. although my dad owns both of the instrument and know how to play it...he wont teach me...cuz i failed my g6 exam!..hehe it was 2 years ago!...come on!..i was'nt interested yet!..but hell yeah!..i am now!..

This is Ed aka danial aka diddy aka my cousin!.eheh...he's gud in guitar. his sifu was Hariz..which also happens to be my cousin as well. ouhh..im livin in a wonderful family!!. dats y i heart them!

last but not least!..my wonderful digital piano!..although its digital, it means a world to me!..one day, i'll buy the acoustic piano! white! yeahh baby white acoustic yamaha piano!

BuLLshits happened in life All THE TIME!

have u ever like ur best fren b4? have u ever like them more then u like them as ur best fren but u just cant fall in love with them! huh! i did!....i met him a year ago and since then .. i just kept thinking about him. he made me see the real world, he's the one who showed me how to be someone dat I've never thought i'll become. i did changed because of him. i thought i hate him, but actually i was'nt hatting him...i was just being stupid to like my own fren! he's my fren!!...but he told me, he like me, he said i've made him smile, he said he likes being around me, he likes hanging out with me, he quit his job because of me, he cried when i leave him, he stop smoking because of me, and start smoking because im not around!, he's the first guy who wished me on valentines day.. am i too ugly, too fat and too everything for him??...yeah yeah everything happens for a reason! I MISS HIM!

Ive seen a lot of things in my life
Alot of ups and downs
Made alot of mistakes

Lord, you mean the world to me
Before I was born you chose me
You always hear me when Im calling
Even catch me when Im falling
Youre the closest one to me
I surrender all to thee
I want the whole wide world to see
That weve always been and well always be
Best friends

Karaoke of the day!

ahhaha...today was so so fun. i just got back from mamu amir's house...now is 2.44am...how late is dat!...ok...eman and abg mer sepatutnyer call me...diorang yg nk ajak gi karaoke...but unfortunately, i cant reach both of the m..phone pown x jwb...sms x reply...haihh..i couldnt stay any longer ay home...soo....i decided to go out....hehhe with my baby daihatsu..there i went to pick up ed....lepas tuh gi ambik nini and nana. ...nini pulak mintak tolong gi sega..to take sumthing from her bf...pegi la pulak area gurney..tak jauh ahh pulak..aiyyaa...lepas tuh trus gerak subaidah....that karaoke thing sebelah subaidah je....boleyh tak tempat tuh mcm tempat mamat rempit lepak...damn scary..tp niat smua org nk karaoke...ahhhaha...so teruskan jugak..masuk lah jugak kami kat dalam...ed pilih 6 songs....nini and nana 6 songs..and me 4 songs!...best nak mampos dpt nyanyi...I LIKE!!!...here are few pictures yg sempat di ambil!

me and luvly nea ..hehe sambil melihat ed uptrand menyanyi!
adegan peminat memberi bunga palsu kpd artist pujaannya! =DDDD

ed uptrand!..haihh lagu broery tuh tgh tuju kat saper eyhh??.....i know i know! =p

we had so much fun today! thanx cousins!
gud news...mak dah tertido!..ahha no one realize i balik lmbat!..mission accomplished!!

Blur + Bowsan = GILA

Goshh..im so fuckin bored!kreta dua2 x der!..arhh cm ner nk kluar...i need chocolate!...yeahh!..ahha..anis called just now...angkasawan yg handsome tuh nk dtg usm..ahhaha...he's in png!...yesterday...balik umah lambat..ehheh ba dah tunggu depan pintu...today..nk kluar again...nt sure!..seriously, after wat happened...i need to forget everything and move on!..stupid college just wants the money! wasted my time, my money!....fuck la...
arhhhh...hopefully im going out today!! i need my daihatsu!!..i need my baby!..i cant stay at home anymore!!!

one girl and two guys night OUT!

ok..now im comfused!!....i went out with eman and abg amer just now!..just the three of us!..mula2 plan nk tgk wayang! but nothing to watch....eman came and picked me up,...the first thing he said was, aya u look beautiful today!!..ahahha Blush* blush*!..wat can i say besides thank u!..ahhaha.
masuk kereta merah tu.....jantung dah nk terpancut! bass sgt power!..eman bawak kreta mcm gler!..and then ktorang gi SUBAIDAH!..windu sama kedai itu!..makan makan!...
bad news...eman dah start smoking balik!...arhh...tp macho dowh! ahah crazy me!!..he's not working and he starts smoking Again!!...dats not good!...i made him smile today, dats wat he said!..he likes hanging out with me, dats wat he said! haihh..i do like him! i do!! but sometimes...he's just not that type of guy!..


"Lots of people
wants to ride with you in the limo, but what you want
is someone who will
take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. "

The Trip To LANGKAWI

LANGKAWI ISLAND

Langkawi was BEAUTIFUL!..i felt like i was in capetown!.the view!..amazing! vey quiet country!...kalau nk honeymoon, i'll recommend berjaya hotel in Langkawi!..fuhh..hebat! the beach sgt bersih..bitch pown ramai yg lawa2...and the guys!..uhhh .ahhaah..terlampau cute!..we went there on thursday, and came back to png on monday. total was 5 days!..there were 8 of us... mamuin,mami faiezah,mak,ba,bhai,ayep,syazwan,me !

mamuin,mami faiezah,,ba,syazwan,ayep,bei ...planning nak naik cable car...but budak skolah mana ntah...ramai nak mampoz!..so mampoz kat diaorang ahh..ktorang gi shopping instead!!!!

island hopping! bot sgt laju..ahha BEST!

Welcome to Tasik Dayang Bunting. huh! penat mendaki bukit. sakit sendi sendi otot. but it was all worth it!...sweating like pig..its good to prevent ur face from getting oily (dennis o'neil)


dis boat cost us rm15...mmg penat...kena kayuh!...it was challenging and exciting! sweat sweat sweat!!! best! baju basah, badan busuk! gunalah REXONA!



Apa ini? abang membunuh adik dgn senyuman! wat can i say! happy family on BOARD!

Setelah penat naik cable car. penat mendaki tangga! inilah hasilnya!!..bak kata pepatah, bersenang senang dahulu, bersusah susah kemudian! View yg sgt cantik menarik tertarik!

Tgh penat memanjat...sempat lg pose!...perempuan! biasala!...

another moment captured!!...behind the loaf! mahathir restaurant. and juga selepas melawat kapal datu azhar mansur!


ouhh..how cute is dat! <3 them!
xoxo Gossip Langkawi!

The E's sucks to the bugss

i am so hating HIM and MYSELF!..arghhhhh..today was so bored, i ajak shaz kluar...and she was like...."hmm..aku ader date japg...lepas date, kt kluar k" arghhhh..tunggu lg..kul 7 she called me....ckp 7.30..dia dtg umah....pas tuh...tiba lah dia di depan umah...she looked horrible..mcm isteri kena tinggal suami..ahaaha ye laa...penat date!.. pas tuh, we went out to kapitan, ambik ed...then gerak!!!..selepas beberapa lama kt kapitan tuh...ed suddenly nk g tgk wayang...so gerak arhhh q.bay...lepas gerak qbay..boleh tak...eman pown ader and yeah...with his gf...arghhhh...asal nk kena jumpa gak...damn!!....jealous?..hmm x kot!!...

DUM DUM, BUM BUM

its been 5 days since my birthday....ok actually the very important people did wished me...ehehe..ok yaz wished me (6.29pm)..and then k3ram (6.32pm)...achap ..no idea wat time..he wished through yaz..ehehe...then bei pulak wish..tuh pown lepas dah antar msg(10.24)...then shaz did call..ed plak wish on the 14th..ahhaha..ader gak yg wish through f.ster/myspace and facebook.
THANX U GUYS!...last friday, i balik kl...one day jer balik..just because to attend that hearing thing...huh...masa nk pegi..tuhan je tahu how i felt..was so so scared, did solat hajat and everything...felt relieve sket arhh...then sampai je umah subang, malam tuh arry text...rupa-rupanyer dia pown kena...aduh there were 3 of us....yg sama kelas laa..but there a few of others yg kena gak...but that morning ader dlm 15 org...but not everyone yg kena caught copying, ader yg masalah practical, fees problem,,,mcm2 problem yg ader...but suddenly ader dis one cute guy tgh berdiri tepi ktoarang..hahaaha nama dia lawence kot...from Sarawak...he's cute...and then cm lembut gler cAkAP..ahha okok..cut the crap!..anu was the fist one to get...then lepas tuh org lain, arry, then me....when i masuk...i wass sitting in the middle....lecturers and dean was around me...they asked me few question gak arhh...but of course i manage to cover up everything...takut la jugak...tp wat ever happens, happens laaa....i've did what i have to..hmm dats all la i guess...bei nk balik dis rabu...yeayy...bley sneak out!!...lama x kluar nih..ye arhh duit dah ko tu..hahahah cm ner nk lepak2 nih..ahahahaha....okok....DAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Bad Birthday!

yeahh...im crying...so wat ..who cares about me anyway!...tomorrow im going back to shah alam..i've never felt like dis b4!!..gler truk rasa..i feel like no one loves me anymore..
the very important ppl in my life tak wish pown except ANIS....there are ppl who wished me..
the first one was aizat (11.56pm), anis ( 11.59pm), elle (11.59pm), nini cousin (12.01pm), baby nini (12.03 pm),syamim (12.21pm) asyireen (12.21pm), nishi (3.39am), mamipah (8.50am), mak (10.42am), yoongae(12.36pm),..dis ppl msg kt phone!..and the only person who called me was NINIE! (12.27pm)...others wished through myspace! mcm faris, kirin, ayep..ehhe....thanx plpl...!!!!.....others like my bro, ed. EMAN, yaz tak wish pown!..the very important ppl in my life!!...diorang terlupa kot!!..wats the big deal anyway!..

Wake up TOYOL!!!

today was so so so so sad!!!....my wake up call was from anu..she called me to inform that she had just received dis post laju thingy...from college. i was so scared, i mean damn scared. thank god i was not planning to go out anywhere...the first thing i did was to call yaz. she did not received anything either..of course i asked her to standby , in case the postman suddenly send it to her house...30 minutes later, ding dong!....DAMN! mampos aku! dat was the only thing that i was thinking in my mind...thank god my dad was in the kitchen...cuak gak la...msu antar post laju dowh! arghh dah ler tak bangun subuh! shit laa....then msg yaz and anu...told them everything!....dalam surat tuh, dia suruh datang college dis 15 march, 10am!....what the fuck?...br jer sampai png..giler babi arhh college...masa tanya tak nk gtau bila..wasted my rm30 and about 6 hours of sitting in the bus!!! shit shit shit!!! must go back to shah alam!! what to do!...dat stupid fella caught me!...huh...everything happens 4 a reason! i still believe in that!!...damn..seriously..dah tak tahu nk pikir aper...wat ever happens, i'll accept it!..but still..i hope gud things happen! dah la tomorrow is my birthday!...gler empty, lonely, fucking sad!, hati tak tenteram!...im wasting my holidays man!!...shitttttt!!!!!!!...nk kluar!...tp duit takder!...dis year seriously sucks!!!....td . went out with syazwan..rambut cm pompuan....so kena bawa dia potong rambut kt hair impression..blakang umah jew..then went to jm..bought some groceries...balik umah..makan...bukak comp..main csi!...huhuhuh..i did manage to solved 3 cases!..=D.....tomorrow is my birthday!..im turning 19!!..but y am i so sad about that?...i guess this will be the saddest birthday ever..actually ..tgh tunggu dat somebody wish me...if he dont, i understand!..there's nothing important about him pon!...dis loser yg slalu mintak cd jer!....i did like him dulu!...but not anymore!.....arghhh......bad luck is wat im getting from god for not praying i guess!...i told u everything heppens 4 a reason!...skrg...alhamdulillah lerr...dah berjinak jinak balik sembahyang!..i mean..dah tak tinggal!! =DDDD....i guess dats all for today!!....i need gud luck!!!!..plzzz...send me GUD LUCK!!

A day with mak TIRI

im absofuckinglutely happy today. ok, i woke up at 6.3o...sangat awal kan..ye la nk sembahyang subuh....ahha ok..then i woke up again at 10.30..ok yg nihh btul2 nyer bangun....then i went straight to the kitchen...goreng telur..makan!..dat was my breakfast...lepas tuh did some house work..ye la..pity my parents..kesian diorang letih..my dad sibuk memasak....my mum..ngan kerja..ok...watsoever....kul 11 get ready...and kul 12 gerak pergi kt mak tiriku!...queensbay lerr...ahhaha...went and picked anis up at bukit jambul...pastuh pergi queensbay....ok mula2 agak boring la tak tahu nk wat aper..mana tak bowsan...balik png jer gerak q.bay....sampai bhaiya kt gsc pown dah kenal..dah cukup bertawaf kt q.bay, suddenly anis nk gi beli present 4 her mother...ktorang gi survey...and at last end up kt level 3, south zone, ternampak GOLDEN SCREEN CINEMA....aduh!!..melayang lagi duitku...we watch step 2 AGAIN!!!!..huh..dat movie was a BOMB!...best gler..i felt like dancing dlm panggung!..nasib ader camera!.....before masuk panggung i bought 1901...(new york chicken) = RM 4.90 ice lemmon tea (s) = RM 2.10 step up 2 (student) = RM 6.00 TOTAL =RM 13.00
damn! banyak tu...lepas tuh..pusing2...ternampak dis one bag..MACAM cantikk..warna dark brown....and tertera di depan beg tuh RM 69.90!...shit...abis lagi duit aku!....ok..i bought dat bag..sbb ader 20% off...ahhahah...lepas discount, dapat ler off RM 13.98.....jd ler RM55.92...
lepas..tuh..jalan2 lagi..nampak pulak dis gelang kt BONITA...buy 2 for RM 10....ahhaha aper lagi..angkut ahh...ok dats it...purse dah kosong...and then anis nk gi makan pulak..we went down..nk makan mcd dah bowsan, so we went dave's deli instead!....we manage to eat crispy chicken which supposed to be the cheapest and warm water...it costs altogether
RM 13.15...bolela...sedap dan mengenyangkan!.....then anis nk gi popular...lalu plak farmasi...i thought of buying vitamin E....belila lagi...it cost me RM 25.....pas tuh mcm nak makan benda manis...gi watson...beli kinder bueno RM 3.20....cashier guy tuh kindda cute..ahahhaso senyum la sket kat dia..bwat ayu2....ahhahah..okok...lepas..suddenly shaz called..nk ajak gi prangin plak..aduh...duit dah ko...so follow je la.....went there....dis particular shoe caught my eyes...hmm beli lagi..RM 29.90...wonder where i got all the money from?...ahhaha atm machine lerr.....ok...dat was the end of everything...seriously..i left with RM11...and a few cents in my purse!...im officially bankrupt!!!!!..shaz sent me home....pastuh sepantas kilat gi sembahyang...ahahha...haihhh..now...how much did i spent alltogether today!..i mean just today..
damnn....i spent RM 150.15..ToDAY.....huh!!! apa ini!....

Penang baby!

ouhh..hari ini sungguh memenatkan.....first of all..
no one knows i have my own blog..kalau tahu pownn..tak kisah lerr..i would like to thank YAZ..

kerana mengintroducekan benda alah ini!...arigato and syukran...kita pergi ke topic yg seterusnyer...actually kan..i have a diary..ermm 2 of them..tetapi ader pihak yg tidak bertanggungjawab telah dtg mencerobohi buku air muka ku itu...contohnya..abangku, ed dan mereka2 yg lain....ader ke patut!..i need to luahkan everything..tp xder saper mau dgr!..kasihanilahh aku!..ok..dis morning...i woke up at 8..to start packing!..hihiih...bas kul 9.30 pagi...cepat2 la siapkan diri utk balik ke tanah airku itu. ...sampai jer kat terminal bas..sepupu ku sudah mula cerita about si k3ram!..ahahah...she can't stop thinking about him!...ader org tgh in luv tuu! i understand!! hahaha...ok betolak kul 9.30...arrive kul 3.30....6 hours man!..sakit pungkok!..sampai jer...trus msg org2 yg patut msg.....msg yaz, ninie, anis and of course ba...nanti saper nk amik!..sampai umah je..trus angkut laptop masuk bilik..huh..lama tak buka internet tuh..check2 aper yg patut..pastuh gerak umah ed..yaz plak msg..ader org gi date!!!...chaiyo!!...pastukan ader org dapat hadiah!! haihhh jealous ni...ehehe...lepak2 kt umah ed..agak kepenatan seyhh..puasala katakan...nk kurus la plak....ok pas tuh..i went home...shaz came over...gossip2 sket...pasal org2 yg sgt best bergossip...and yes i told her about PD...then antar dia balik...and here i am typing!!....shall continue tommorow...Adios! sayonara! maal salamah, ilal likhok' ( kholkholah taro lebih sket)!!