today was so so so so sad!!!....my wake up call was from anu..she called me to inform that she had just received dis post laju thingy...from college. i was so scared, i mean damn scared. thank god i was not planning to go out anywhere...the first thing i did was to call yaz. she did not received anything either..of course i asked her to standby , in case the postman suddenly send it to her house...30 minutes later, ding dong!....DAMN! mampos aku! dat was the only thing that i was thinking in my mind...thank god my dad was in the kitchen...cuak gak la...msu antar post laju dowh! arghh dah ler tak bangun subuh! shit laa....then msg yaz and anu...told them everything!....dalam surat tuh, dia suruh datang college dis 15 march, 10am!....what the fuck?...br jer sampai png..giler babi arhh college...masa tanya tak nk gtau bila..wasted my rm30 and about 6 hours of sitting in the bus!!! shit shit shit!!! must go back to shah alam!! what to do!...dat stupid fella caught me!...huh...everything happens 4 a reason! i still believe in that!!...damn..seriously..dah tak tahu nk pikir aper...wat ever happens, i'll accept it!..but still..i hope gud things happen! dah la tomorrow is my birthday!...gler empty, lonely, fucking sad!, hati tak tenteram!...im wasting my holidays man!!...shitttttt!!!!!!!...nk kluar!...tp duit takder!...dis year seriously sucks!!!....td . went out with syazwan..rambut cm pompuan....so kena bawa dia potong rambut kt hair impression..blakang umah jew..then went to jm..bought some groceries...balik umah..makan...bukak comp..main csi!...huhuhuh..i did manage to solved 3 cases!..=D.....tomorrow is my birthday!..im turning 19!!..but y am i so sad about that?...i guess this will be the saddest birthday ever..actually ..tgh tunggu dat somebody wish me...if he dont, i understand!..there's nothing important about him pon!...dis loser yg slalu mintak cd jer!....i did like him dulu!...but not anymore!.....arghhh......bad luck is wat im getting from god for not praying i guess!...i told u everything heppens 4 a reason!...skrg...alhamdulillah lerr...dah berjinak jinak balik sembahyang!..i mean..dah tak tinggal!! =DDDD....i guess dats all for today!!....i need gud luck!!!!..plzzz...send me GUD LUCK!!