Sunday, March 15, 2009

suicide note

i am so stupid. sooo stupid. what was i thinking? bodohhhh. now see, u fucking fooled yourself. you're just killing yourself. stop this stupid drama, move on lah sarah. your making yourself miserable and depressed by some stupid thing you decided to tell. it was supposed to be relieving, but its fucking torturing to just imagine. why the hell are u hoping for some stupid miracles to happen when u know there's never ever gonna be any bloody miracles in your life...

you've waited, changed, suffered, try so hard to be somebody you really wanna become. but are you happy rite now? NO!! are you satisfied with urself? NOOO!!! do you wanna kill yourself rite now? YESS!! im dying. i am. thank u.