Dreams

I have a BIG dream. A dream that’s worth waiting… although there are no possibilities of the dream becoming reality, there’s still hope in it. Why dream if you don’t bother to work for it. Why hope if you still think and act otherwise. 

No one is perfect and no one will ever be. You’ll never get what you want, but you’ll end up getting what you never asked for…it usually works that way. However, it depends actually.

In My life, there’s nothing I wish more than losing my weight. How pathetic it may sound, I still think, until now people do judge the outer part of someone’s body and even myself, I dreamed of having a good looking boyfriend who owns a perfect outer appearance. Not to say perfect, but almost perfect. My taste is high, I know and sometimes don’t you think I deserve someone better than I do now. I’m turning 20 this march for god’s sake and I should get someone that worth the wait. Don’t you think so? 

My major aim this year is to lose weight. The happiest thing that could happen to me is to be able to wear most of the clothes without having the doubt of looking fat and ugly. Like I said, why dream if you don’t work for it, so here I am working for the goal.

Briefly, that is all I need. I almost give up a few times, but deep inside me I know I can do it. I want to be the person I’ve always imagined in my dream. Miracles will happen when you give as much energy to your dreams as you do to your fears.

Remember, we cannot change the direction of the wind, but we can adjust our sails.

LUCKY?

ini Hariz btw. ltk gamb senang sikit nk imagine. hehe

 

      i am extremely happy today. ..i mean hahhahahha. See im just too happy.
so today hariz invited me to his house, at 6, i drove all the way to damansara since yaz was still mengelamun'ing. hahah
aite, then on my way there, hariz called. he want us to meet at banana leaf. so i went there, i was kindda nervous actually cause i thought he'll bring his frens along but he brought acal instead. the first thing that caught my eye was his hp and earphone. His song was amazing. Sedap! sedap!! Merdu! =p
well, he's a talented person. i mean really talented. he play the guitar, piano, bass. i mean he can basically do everything and he can even sing very well.
however, acal was busy telling me about his business and hariz was busy seeking opinions . I mean he asked more than 10 times kot. We lepak there about an hour I guess, then acal went back with his car and my sweet cousin hariz volunteered to teman me back home. Hehe. It was a fine day actually. 
The main purpose I was in the mood to blog was about ANIS. She’s my best ever friend who knows everything about me. I told her basically everything. Here she is, camwhoring with the most amazing person on earth which happen to be ermmm ME. heheheh

more than 10 people says we look alike.

best friend disease kowt. =p